Sunday, June 18, 2006

the lottery of triage

Everyone says they want to be a fly on the wall. I do. I just got an accidental call from my parents. I don't know how it worked really.

After a long series of my hellos is anyone picking up I about hung up. Until I heard my name mentioned a few times.

I don't know if they meant to call and have me over hear or not. Hard to say

Wasn't anything big either. well... Whatever. Don't always know what to say to these things.

On a lighter note, I woke up this morning with a perfect knowledge of where I am. Usually it takes me a moment to connect with my surroundings here though I know where I am if that makes sense. This time, no my room looked and felt perfectly natural again.
Well enough for me to slip back into sleep instead of forcing my self to take in my surroundings so I can better connect with it. It's hard to explain just how much my psyche attaches to my environment. I only know that it does. However I think I caught something in me from my parents families that skipped my parents, nomadic senses.

It's not always easy here out on my own but god, it is so worth it.

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