Saturday, June 17, 2006

about these kinds of things

*sigh*

I don't know what to think.

How did it happen that I am now living along with my roommate's fiance? Until who knows when?

I wouldn't mind so much but the fighting gets to me. He has the right kind of anger that makes me stony eyed.

He became guardedly upset when he saw I moved some of his drawings from the walls. I had replaced them with decorations I had bought. That I had replaced his stuffed monkey on the ceiling with a hanging pot. That I moved the candles that used to be on the tables. "but we like to have candlelit dinners!" Those candles are just chunky christmas candles I don't see the whole... Of couse they can be put back at dinner time. I just wanted to put in a center piece. It's not like my things haven't been moved around and used without me. I'm not really used to guys holding grudges, honestly.

What the.. All I wanted to do was make the place look more homely to me. I am not used to bare walls. I had understood his pictures being a temporary arrangemnet. Then again I thought this whole thing was a temporary arrangement.


'kay Whit, get to the bottom of this. If ya dont say anything he will stay here until August. I don't find much comfort in living along with a guy. We've not made any arrangements to split rent or bills but even so he does contribute in other ways.

Ugh. Too bad my tact left me tonight eh? I get to be the evil roommate with pointed horns. . .

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