ignorance is piss

I just like it. Naiveities day spa and parlor really could blind the world. It's not bliss, it's stagnation if you choose to wallow.

Trying to talk, discuss made someone scream out and storm off again. I don't like naming names and try to be a little better by not pointing out names but it's obvious. I just get tired.

But all that at the simple suggestion we need to talk more as a family?

I get tired of ignorant adults having fits and me being put into positions where I need to pick up slack. After she slammed her door shut I walked downstairs sputting out that I need to move out again.

Just because I want to look at things that aren't going so okay doesn't make me vicious. The very fact that I speak independently gets me written out as provoking and off the deep end.

My dad empathized, totally agreed with me, but just said, 'you know you can't say things she doesn't like. There's no way we can win, you're always wrong. I've told you a million times to suck it up, just pretend it isn't there We almost divorced over it'. Something in his eyes looked like using the div word again was unbearable. still. "I haven't been able to pretend like that for a long, long time, and I can't go back.' I told him I said nothing wrong,nothing to provoke, his response I know, I know! believe me I know.

I can leave... but it seems like he has nowhere.